There's a woman sitting at a table next to yours. She's tired from the heat so she sits very still. Her arms are resting on the table; her head is resting on her arms. Black hair spills over her back like a prehistoric lake. You sit still, too, waiting for your order. The entrance door opens: a man walks in, bringing a memory of the throbbing heat from the street into the dormant ice age interior. He asks what your number is. A few thousand years pass. A baby baobab sprouts and grows into gnarly grandfather baobab before you reply: "78".
Sometimes one conversation is enough to propel into existence a chain of occurences. Such as love. It begins with something small and before you know it the heart is gathering momentum like a steam engine on rattling tracks. You realize you've come a long way from the first signpost question that now dangles at the edge of the map of memory:
"You are a tiny person. Do you float on lily pads?".
You get on the train at 6:45 giving off waves of afterlove frequency.
There is a glow under your skin as if you had dozens of very small Christmas candles in your belly. You stand out against the cold fluorescence of the metro. Eyes turn to follow you as you pass by in search of a seat. You sit down, oblivious: perhaps you pull out a book from you bag or sip tea from a green thermos. All the while. The car gradually fills up with your mind that is aglow.
There's nothing more sadly sensual than after-rain pine trees stuck into earth like paper umbrellas dropped
into a cocktail glass.
As I walk under dripping branches, thinking my thoughts, I see a black scarf on the concrete path before me. It belonged to a woman. She wears heels and perfect make up. Sweet perfume. She is afraid of growing old. The wind must have untangled the scarf from her shoulders. She walked all the way home from this little park with the ghost of the scarf wrapped around her neck. Before she realized it was gone.
I wake up. I go to the bathroom. I see a sheet of paper with some scribbling on it and an upturned glass on the floor. I think to myself: strange.
Under the glass there's an imprisoned bug the size of a grain of sand. Roommate had left a letter next to it. The letter reads: "I found this animal in the bathroom this morning. I was afraid it might be a very small cockroach. I'm leaving it for you for closer inspection. R.".
I murdered it.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
(...)
Existence of elephants(ensations)
manifested by a stampede of metaphysical
elephant feet rolling across my head.
Monday, March 9, 2009
(...)
Dolphin in a tree -
Chinese man pokes
the air with a stick.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
The act of writing
Is a game of turning
a chess piece
into a turtle.
Monday, March 2, 2009
(...)
You're an interval
(dis)harmonized
with my silence.
(...)
Morning: fog clasped
on the streetlamp's neck
like a wet glove.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
(...)
I think of your tongue as a leaf, punctured with light, spinning
in the water.
(...)
The demon of disturbed sleep
broods
in bright daylight.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
My strings tremble like electric
power lines set in motion by a swallow
taking flight.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Snail
She said, I don´t think I can handle being in this place where each minute is like a hundred snails asleep under the snow.